Rainbow

Round the clock... year passed by, i remember every morning, when we woke up, rambol muna sa bed, bago bumangon, ako, c mayeth, c ate, hays.. i miss those mornings, ngayon kasi iba na, ang daming changes sa life namin, c Ate may own family na ganun din c Bonzai, masaya ko pag happy sila, but when i saw them na sad sa life nila, sobrang nag crash talaga ung heart ko, sabi ko sana kagaya nalang kami ng dati, pero hindi na yun mababalik eh, kagaya ng panahon, nababago lahat. Ngayon paggising ko, Sya agad ung kausap ko, I always told Him na although marami akong hinahanap, gustong mabalik, i'm contented of what i have right now, and I'm so greatful because He gave me a new life everyday, saka excited ako sa blessings na ibibigay Niya... Pero minsan hindi ko nakikita na blessings pala ni God yun, we have struggles na paulit ulit na dumadating sa family namin, pero naisip ko, God have reasons why we have problems like that, kasi hanggang hindi tayo natututo sa isang bagay, hindi tayo makakaalis dun kasi, we have to learn from it, like sa exams, pag may bagsak tau, our teacher gave another exam pero iba nman ang types, God gave us problems, because He wants us to learn and to know what is right and wrong. I remember when i failed in my subjects, i cried and asked God why it happen? naisip ko nlang bakit ba c God tinatanong ko eh ako nman ung bumagsak, nag-aral ako pero hindi ko binigay ung best ko, madalas ganun tayo, when we encounter problems, we question God ng why why why, now i realized that i have to give my best unto HIM, Jesus died on the cross because of me, sobra sobra pa yun pra hindi ako magpasalamat at magtanong kung mahal ba ako ng Diyos.. He is crazy in love with me, He cares for me, when i'm in trouble His there at nagsasabi na kaya mo yan! when i'm sad, He makes me smile... nung bata ako isip ako ng isip san kaya galing yung rainbow, gus2 ko nga hanapin yung dulo nun, kung hinanap ko pala baka hanggang ngayon di ko pa nakikita,hehehe. now naisip ko, it's one of God's way para makita natin na wala tayong dapat ikalungkot, He loves us! Smile lang=)