Pag-ibig

Ang Pag-ibig
hindi mo kayang sukatin,
di mo alam san ka dadalhin
kung ito ang masira
wala na bang kabuluhan?
Paano mo ba maiiwasan?
Lumayo? umiwas, magtago?
hanggang saan? hanggang kailan?
walang katiyakan
paano kung hindi pala?
paano mo makikita?
Tunay na pag-ibig nasaan ka?
Minsan darating sa buhay
Ang pag-ibig na wagas
Mahirap harapin, takot masaktan
Puso na iniingatan
baka tuluyan na masugatan
kung may takot man,
Paano mo ito malalaman
Kung pag-ibig na kaya
Sana ito na nga..

hahaha senti mode... pag-ibig kasi parang friendster, it's so complicated, pero masaya nman yun pag truly madly deeply do..hahaha

10 Things...

Ayan I have 38 minutes to do this blog, ano ba ang dapat kung isulat, i want my mind busy kc ayoko mainis(bawal mainis mahal ang mais, yan ang sabi ng pinsan ko hehehe)... Lord more patient pa po... 1002 smiles for everyday para looking beautiful everyday, sometimes it so easy for me to get mad to someone, ayoko ng ganun, thats why this time, i have to do something para hindi ganun ang attitude ko... this is it....

10 things not to get mad(tama ba?) kung bakit baligtad ang numbering(secret)

10. Think Positive to someone.... (bka meron syang reasons bakit nya nagagawa ang mga bagay na mali sa kapwa).

9. Be patient(more more more) .

8. Be humble (connected yan promise!)

7. Love your enemies ( i think number 1 dapat yan hehehe)

6. Always see the bright side(sabi sa song I'm looking for the brighter days, kung gus2 natin
ng brighter days, always see brighter side...o ayan pinagulo ko lang konte..hehehe)

5. Don't be selfish (If we think of ourselves agad, kung ung feelings agad natin, madali nga tayo magagalit, (ganun ako weh... pero seasons of changes na..Thank GOD

4. Be kind to someone(always) -kahit ano pa gawin nya sau, lift up him/her to the LORD, si Lord na bahala..

3. Give the best smiles that comes from your heart.. pero kung hindi nman best, ok na yung smile nalang... ngiti lang, live your life to the fullest...wow shout out sa friendster..hehehe

2.Pray (when u feel that ur heart getting harder, pray agad, talo niya ang gamot na Simeco mas mabilis yun answer) yan ang mabisang gamot, free pa...

1.Look unto the LORD (and you will never get mad)

"Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, with all malice, and be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you. Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children. And walk in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God." Ephisians 4:31 - 5:2

As I seach for the right verse for this blog, i saw this site very inspiring... check it out.. God Bless You!!!
http://www.desiringgod.org/ResourceLibrary/Sermons/ByDate/1986/563_Be_Kind_to_One_Another/

just call me

I get bored sa shop, thats why i make myself busy, answering questions from bulletins, blogs, and i read devotions from purpose driven life, but one of my favorite is writing in my blogs, sharing my life changing experienced from my past to present, my happy moments etc.. i'm a writer naks sosyal, eversince my hobby is to write a poem,(syang ung iba ko na compose, natapon ko na) i'm also a composer of my own songs, pero may sariling mundo sya,,anyways wag nalang ung song hahaha... tagged from ate minette to pero nakuha ko kay ate marie so tagged narin from ate marie

RULE: list all the names you were called by and the people who calls you that. Tag at least 5 members of your contacts and give a comment on their site for them to know they've been tagged.

Monette - my real name

net - obviously pag close na, mejo net na tawag..or pag tamad na magsalita hahaha

Moneng - Kc, gave that nickname, rickson, my dgroup also calls me that name.

Monetsky - name ko sa friendster, sa shop, sometimes sa dgroup yan ang tawag sakin.

Monetchi - only kuya chester call me that name, ayoko nga parang sa bading, pero way ng paglalambing niya yun.

Mimi - c migol lang ang tumatawag sakin nyan, but sa side ni kuya michael yan na tawag sakin.

Netmo - my colleges friends yan ang tawag, minsan Tol, hahaha

Neng - from the name moneng, ate anna, Kc and ate marie call me that name, saka ung ale minsan Neng sukli mo..oha!

Men - only two people call me that, wow buti hindi tumitingin ung iba,,hahaha my best buds, marvin and elaine.

Chirira - name ko nung COCC, Sir Jerome pangan gave that name, saan nya kaya nakuha?ahehe

Snayrs - my bestfriend arlene lang tumatawag sakin nyan, missin' tumbalelong so much...

Pos - sweet ng nanay ko yan ang tawag sakin.. kung bakit yan(secret) minsan anak, kc anak nya ko. hahaha

Ija ko - my 'nay and amang call me that...hahaha (sarap sa pakiramdam, so special)

Mam Mateo - wow officer nako nun hehehe,, pero hanggang ngaun pag nakita ko mga CoCC ko before, yan na tawag nila...super formal...

Girl - yes, super girl, Linette, juvel,joy,elena, lyn, and maricel call that name. actually ako nagsimula ng tawagan na yan..

Kulotski - ayan nagpakulot ako, nadagdagan ang name ko, hehehe Ade and Kc call me that name.

Panget - mark col me panget, sweet nya,,hehehe yan din tawag ko sa kanya..haha

Bunso - only my kuya phods call me bunso.. missin u kuya,

Patotzy - c calabasa lang tumatawag sakin nyan..hehehe lamyu

Kahit anong names pa yan, if you need me, just call me and i'll be there..hehehe

i tag claris, ate anna, ate marie, ade and ate minette..

Starts with Letter M

Tagged by Chlarej

It's not that hard. Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 5 people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Monette

2. A four Letter Word : Made

3. A boy's Name : Mark

4. A girl's Name : Mikhail pang girl ba yun?

5. An occupation : Manager

6. A color : mink, joke maroon

7. Something you'll wear : make up

9. A food : Mechado

10. Something found in the bathroom: Mat

11. A place : MIlan

12. A reason for being late : Mabagal hahaha

13. Something you'd shout : Move

14. A movie title : Madagascar

15. Something you drink : mango juice

16. A musical group: Millsong hehehe Musikatha

17. An animal : Monkey

18. A street name : Manhatan street.

19. A type of car : Mercedes benz

20. The title of a song : Mighty to save

ANd i tag... wala ako maisip na tag na nila ko,,hahaha

A very special love

it's saturday, i called it D'Day because every saturday i have dgroup with my friends(sisters) but we move it tomorrow, (kaya ako muna mag-isa ngaun), wow how long kaya ang dgroup? hahaha moment by moment, when i joined in this group, super tameme, when they started to share, i told to myself i will enter in this group not because i really need them,(friends) but because i want to grow, knowing the Lord and get out in the box, i'm so amazed that they share their lives, they cried, they laugh, and talked how God works in their lives. openly i've heard that Group from my Ate A, that they have dgroup, im so confused about that, until i attended 1 saturday, yun pala yun, actually i'm scared to get involve in any group, takot ako sa sasabihin nila, kung tatanggapin ako ng tao for who i am, God is so amazing in my life, after the singles retreat, He changed my life, i've learned to forgive, (sobrang hirap yun, actually di nman overnight yun,) but the Lord helped me. He gave me a group for me to grow spiritually, mentally and as a matured women of God... and now God help me to change things in my life, i pray that i can be a good servant of God, that i can do more for Him..

Back to my group, mejo kwentuhan ko kau sa experienced ko sa bawat isa... amazingly iba ung unang expression ko sa kanila...hahaha mejo may konting similarities pala.ok exciting to..girls pag hindi ok nasabi ko, taas ang kamay hahaha.. joke!

Ate Marie- when i saw her sa Araneta, actually hindi ko dun sya unang nakita sa house ni ate anna(sabi ko sa sarili ko, gus2 ko sya makilala) God granted naman my wish hehehe,,ate ko na sya ngaun, pero ung sa araneta, takot na pla ko makilala sya, feeling ko kc ang hirap niya kausapin...hehehe pero hindi!, everytime we talked i feel so comfortable and magaan ang pakiramdam, because she always reminded me that i must focus in the LORD, na mas kilalahin ko pa sya and everything will be ok!"

Being blessed is not only in the material things or God supply my needs but the people He sent to me, for me to enjoy the beautiful life He has given to me.. I'm so blessed with my family and friends.... love you all.. Thank GOD

Clarisse a.k.a Angel - isang hahaha muna.. super tahimik sa araneta, pero super hyper, at masayahin pala niya, sa kanya unang napalagay ang loob ko, ang dami naming similarities (both were pretty, ang umangal gumawa ng sariling blog hahaha) sa mga gus2 nmin gawin ...we love sports and music.,,(sya nga BA) hahaha AYUZ to!

Jenna - the super tahimik (mahinhin pala) she's trully blooded filipina, hahaha, she's tahimik but when she speak na, u've learned a lot from her, sa paggawa ng toothpaste hehehe JOkeness lang. ang ganda ng heart nito(prang di sanay magalit) and she's pretty..... wag lang kakantahin ung (sabay sabay tayo..)hahaha

Ate Minetsky - Ay tahimik din sya nung una,,,hahaha pero super kalog pala nya, down to earth and kasing sexy ko sya,,, at ako ang nagpalito sa pagtawag sa pangalan nya,,,monet, minet,..hehehe

ATe Lorna - the pretty ate lorna, caring sya, SUPER.. i remember sa concert, sabi nya habang nakapila kami, kapit ka sakin para di ka mawala, hahaha feeling ko tuloy bata ako nun, pero masaya that pipol care about me..Thanks=)

Ate April - super kikay ni ate, sya pala una ko nkilala sa group, when i first attended worship service sa ccf, she's cool and mabait, dami icecream..hehehe

Clang - kung ano sya nung una ko sya nakita, ganun talaga sya,,hahaha super kalog nito, yeah Party pipol... she's cool and nice... apir clang..

Ade - lately ko lang sya nakakasama, super bonding agad, sa parlor (so KIKAY) kulotski na kami, actually sabi ni Kc skin super kulit nya, i agreed to that, hehehe she's pretty cool, and mabait, trully blooded filipina din to... =) actually lahat nman kami trully blooded filipina...hahaha iba-ibang version lang..

Ate Anna - e2 hindi ko maxado kilala, hahaha no comment ako dito,.,, isa lang masasabi ko,,,Lamyu (di kami close, remember that) kidding aside, she is the one who put me into this group( cya ginamit ni Lord) eto ang line niya,"observe ka lang" ako nman sumunod, buti nlang ugali ko na ang sumunod hahaha..(ang bangko) that time i need it badly talaga, naghahanap ako sa kawalan, i dont know how, but she guide me, i thank the Lord for this person, for being patient, caring, thoughtful and for being super ate..yun!

Last year, ang daming changes sa life ko, i've learned to forgive, to share and hindi natapos ung year na hindi ko ma share kung ano ung bagay na sobrang nagpabago sa buong pagkatao ko, puno ng takot, galit at sama ng loob ung laman ng heart ko, but God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.. super excited ako sa plans ni God for me this year, and for all of us...

"We know that all things work together for the good to those who love GOD". -Romans 8:28

Mga kagandahan..... thank you for accepting me, for your love na nararamdaman ko talaga, for helping me to grow, lets continue knowing and loving GOD... Lahat kayo the best!!!

Thank you! Lamyu all...mwuaaah mwuaaaaaah

GOD BLESS=)

Ps... more mc donalds and lloydy times pa...super enjoy yun..Claris ung best crew of the month.,..hahaha Nag Dgroup ako mag-isa today!(dgroup ba yun?) hehehe pampakumpleto ng linggo ko...hahaha

monetsky

04-07-09

Ang Ulan sa Dalampasigan

Ang Ulan sa Dalampasigan
by: Monetsky

Habang nakatanaw sa dalampasigan
bawat patak ng ulan aking nasisilayan
madilim ang ulap na parang umaayon sa aking nararamdaman
nais kong damdamin ang patak ng ulan
upang mawala ang bigat na nararamdaman
ngunit meron sa puso ko nagsasabi wag nalang
baka kasabay ng patak ng ulan ay luha ng kalungkutan

Maganda ang paligid kahit umuulan
hindi parin masusukat ang ganda ng kalangitan,
Tunay ngang Dakila ang Lumikha
Bawat sulok nakakamangha

Walang sino man may karapatan
Ang malungkot ng walang dahilan
Sapagkat Ibinigay na ang lahat
Katapatan at pagmamahal na kapalit
dapat talagang ibalik
Sa Diyos na lumikha tunay na Dakila..

Ang Araw

Ang Araw
by:monetsky

Ang Liwanag na mula sa puso
ay parang araw na sisilaw sa iyong mga mata,
kung hindi mo ito kukublihan
ay maaring hindi mo rin makita ang tunay na nararamdaman
Hayaan mo lang na sumikat ang liwanag sa puso mo
huwag mong pilitin
sapagkat gaya ng araw
ito'y kusang magliliwanag.
Sa bawat umaga, hindi nman parating maliwanag at maaraw
sa puso natin minsan may madilim at parang nasa kawalan
pero sa panahon na wala ka ng makita,
alisin ang pangamba
sapagkat meron parin na makakasama,
Si JESUS, kahawak kamay na aagapay
Siya ang tunay na liwanag higit pa sa araw...

may sariling mundo ang aking tula
prang ako lang....hahaha

Maybe

Maybe

by Carl Sandburg.

Maybe he believes me, maybe not.

Maybe I can marry him, maybe not.

Maybe the wind on the prairie,

The wind on the sea, maybe,

Somebody, somewhere, maybe can tell.

I will lay my head on his shoulder

And when he asks me I will say yes,

Maybe.