A very special love

it's saturday, i called it D'Day because every saturday i have dgroup with my friends(sisters) but we move it tomorrow, (kaya ako muna mag-isa ngaun), wow how long kaya ang dgroup? hahaha moment by moment, when i joined in this group, super tameme, when they started to share, i told to myself i will enter in this group not because i really need them,(friends) but because i want to grow, knowing the Lord and get out in the box, i'm so amazed that they share their lives, they cried, they laugh, and talked how God works in their lives. openly i've heard that Group from my Ate A, that they have dgroup, im so confused about that, until i attended 1 saturday, yun pala yun, actually i'm scared to get involve in any group, takot ako sa sasabihin nila, kung tatanggapin ako ng tao for who i am, God is so amazing in my life, after the singles retreat, He changed my life, i've learned to forgive, (sobrang hirap yun, actually di nman overnight yun,) but the Lord helped me. He gave me a group for me to grow spiritually, mentally and as a matured women of God... and now God help me to change things in my life, i pray that i can be a good servant of God, that i can do more for Him..

Back to my group, mejo kwentuhan ko kau sa experienced ko sa bawat isa... amazingly iba ung unang expression ko sa kanila...hahaha mejo may konting similarities pala.ok exciting to..girls pag hindi ok nasabi ko, taas ang kamay hahaha.. joke!

Ate Marie- when i saw her sa Araneta, actually hindi ko dun sya unang nakita sa house ni ate anna(sabi ko sa sarili ko, gus2 ko sya makilala) God granted naman my wish hehehe,,ate ko na sya ngaun, pero ung sa araneta, takot na pla ko makilala sya, feeling ko kc ang hirap niya kausapin...hehehe pero hindi!, everytime we talked i feel so comfortable and magaan ang pakiramdam, because she always reminded me that i must focus in the LORD, na mas kilalahin ko pa sya and everything will be ok!"

Being blessed is not only in the material things or God supply my needs but the people He sent to me, for me to enjoy the beautiful life He has given to me.. I'm so blessed with my family and friends.... love you all.. Thank GOD

Clarisse a.k.a Angel - isang hahaha muna.. super tahimik sa araneta, pero super hyper, at masayahin pala niya, sa kanya unang napalagay ang loob ko, ang dami naming similarities (both were pretty, ang umangal gumawa ng sariling blog hahaha) sa mga gus2 nmin gawin ...we love sports and music.,,(sya nga BA) hahaha AYUZ to!

Jenna - the super tahimik (mahinhin pala) she's trully blooded filipina, hahaha, she's tahimik but when she speak na, u've learned a lot from her, sa paggawa ng toothpaste hehehe JOkeness lang. ang ganda ng heart nito(prang di sanay magalit) and she's pretty..... wag lang kakantahin ung (sabay sabay tayo..)hahaha

Ate Minetsky - Ay tahimik din sya nung una,,,hahaha pero super kalog pala nya, down to earth and kasing sexy ko sya,,, at ako ang nagpalito sa pagtawag sa pangalan nya,,,monet, minet,..hehehe

ATe Lorna - the pretty ate lorna, caring sya, SUPER.. i remember sa concert, sabi nya habang nakapila kami, kapit ka sakin para di ka mawala, hahaha feeling ko tuloy bata ako nun, pero masaya that pipol care about me..Thanks=)

Ate April - super kikay ni ate, sya pala una ko nkilala sa group, when i first attended worship service sa ccf, she's cool and mabait, dami icecream..hehehe

Clang - kung ano sya nung una ko sya nakita, ganun talaga sya,,hahaha super kalog nito, yeah Party pipol... she's cool and nice... apir clang..

Ade - lately ko lang sya nakakasama, super bonding agad, sa parlor (so KIKAY) kulotski na kami, actually sabi ni Kc skin super kulit nya, i agreed to that, hehehe she's pretty cool, and mabait, trully blooded filipina din to... =) actually lahat nman kami trully blooded filipina...hahaha iba-ibang version lang..

Ate Anna - e2 hindi ko maxado kilala, hahaha no comment ako dito,.,, isa lang masasabi ko,,,Lamyu (di kami close, remember that) kidding aside, she is the one who put me into this group( cya ginamit ni Lord) eto ang line niya,"observe ka lang" ako nman sumunod, buti nlang ugali ko na ang sumunod hahaha..(ang bangko) that time i need it badly talaga, naghahanap ako sa kawalan, i dont know how, but she guide me, i thank the Lord for this person, for being patient, caring, thoughtful and for being super ate..yun!

Last year, ang daming changes sa life ko, i've learned to forgive, to share and hindi natapos ung year na hindi ko ma share kung ano ung bagay na sobrang nagpabago sa buong pagkatao ko, puno ng takot, galit at sama ng loob ung laman ng heart ko, but God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.. super excited ako sa plans ni God for me this year, and for all of us...

"We know that all things work together for the good to those who love GOD". -Romans 8:28

Mga kagandahan..... thank you for accepting me, for your love na nararamdaman ko talaga, for helping me to grow, lets continue knowing and loving GOD... Lahat kayo the best!!!

Thank you! Lamyu all...mwuaaah mwuaaaaaah

GOD BLESS=)

Ps... more mc donalds and lloydy times pa...super enjoy yun..Claris ung best crew of the month.,..hahaha Nag Dgroup ako mag-isa today!(dgroup ba yun?) hehehe pampakumpleto ng linggo ko...hahaha

monetsky

04-07-09

Ang Ulan sa Dalampasigan

Ang Ulan sa Dalampasigan
by: Monetsky

Habang nakatanaw sa dalampasigan
bawat patak ng ulan aking nasisilayan
madilim ang ulap na parang umaayon sa aking nararamdaman
nais kong damdamin ang patak ng ulan
upang mawala ang bigat na nararamdaman
ngunit meron sa puso ko nagsasabi wag nalang
baka kasabay ng patak ng ulan ay luha ng kalungkutan

Maganda ang paligid kahit umuulan
hindi parin masusukat ang ganda ng kalangitan,
Tunay ngang Dakila ang Lumikha
Bawat sulok nakakamangha

Walang sino man may karapatan
Ang malungkot ng walang dahilan
Sapagkat Ibinigay na ang lahat
Katapatan at pagmamahal na kapalit
dapat talagang ibalik
Sa Diyos na lumikha tunay na Dakila..

Ang Araw

Ang Araw
by:monetsky

Ang Liwanag na mula sa puso
ay parang araw na sisilaw sa iyong mga mata,
kung hindi mo ito kukublihan
ay maaring hindi mo rin makita ang tunay na nararamdaman
Hayaan mo lang na sumikat ang liwanag sa puso mo
huwag mong pilitin
sapagkat gaya ng araw
ito'y kusang magliliwanag.
Sa bawat umaga, hindi nman parating maliwanag at maaraw
sa puso natin minsan may madilim at parang nasa kawalan
pero sa panahon na wala ka ng makita,
alisin ang pangamba
sapagkat meron parin na makakasama,
Si JESUS, kahawak kamay na aagapay
Siya ang tunay na liwanag higit pa sa araw...

may sariling mundo ang aking tula
prang ako lang....hahaha

Maybe

Maybe

by Carl Sandburg.

Maybe he believes me, maybe not.

Maybe I can marry him, maybe not.

Maybe the wind on the prairie,

The wind on the sea, maybe,

Somebody, somewhere, maybe can tell.

I will lay my head on his shoulder

And when he asks me I will say yes,

Maybe.

Waiting For God's Best

Waiting For God's Best

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone, to have a deep relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.

But to His child, the Lord says: "No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by Me; with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me to have an intensely personal relationship with Me alone, discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found.

Only then will you be capable of the most perfect relationship that I have planned for you. "I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing… one that you cannot imagine (Proverbs 3:5-6).

I want you to have the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you. "You just keep watching Me. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I am. Keep listening and learning the things that I tell you. Just waiting-that's all.

"Don't be anxious. Don't worry. Don't look around at all the things others have gotten or that I have given them. Don't look at all the things you think you want. Just keep looking up to Me.

"And then, when I know you are ready, I'll surprise you with a love far wonderful than any you would dream of. You see, I'm working at this moment to have you both ready at the same time. Until you are satisfied exclusively with Me, and the life I've given you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me.

"Dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love, I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, perfection, and love that I offer you with myself. "Know that I love you utterly. Be satisfied in Me."

Rainbow

Round the clock... year passed by, i remember every morning, when we woke up, rambol muna sa bed, bago bumangon, ako, c mayeth, c ate, hays.. i miss those mornings, ngayon kasi iba na, ang daming changes sa life namin, c Ate may own family na ganun din c Bonzai, masaya ko pag happy sila, but when i saw them na sad sa life nila, sobrang nag crash talaga ung heart ko, sabi ko sana kagaya nalang kami ng dati, pero hindi na yun mababalik eh, kagaya ng panahon, nababago lahat. Ngayon paggising ko, Sya agad ung kausap ko, I always told Him na although marami akong hinahanap, gustong mabalik, i'm contented of what i have right now, and I'm so greatful because He gave me a new life everyday, saka excited ako sa blessings na ibibigay Niya... Pero minsan hindi ko nakikita na blessings pala ni God yun, we have struggles na paulit ulit na dumadating sa family namin, pero naisip ko, God have reasons why we have problems like that, kasi hanggang hindi tayo natututo sa isang bagay, hindi tayo makakaalis dun kasi, we have to learn from it, like sa exams, pag may bagsak tau, our teacher gave another exam pero iba nman ang types, God gave us problems, because He wants us to learn and to know what is right and wrong. I remember when i failed in my subjects, i cried and asked God why it happen? naisip ko nlang bakit ba c God tinatanong ko eh ako nman ung bumagsak, nag-aral ako pero hindi ko binigay ung best ko, madalas ganun tayo, when we encounter problems, we question God ng why why why, now i realized that i have to give my best unto HIM, Jesus died on the cross because of me, sobra sobra pa yun pra hindi ako magpasalamat at magtanong kung mahal ba ako ng Diyos.. He is crazy in love with me, He cares for me, when i'm in trouble His there at nagsasabi na kaya mo yan! when i'm sad, He makes me smile... nung bata ako isip ako ng isip san kaya galing yung rainbow, gus2 ko nga hanapin yung dulo nun, kung hinanap ko pala baka hanggang ngayon di ko pa nakikita,hehehe. now naisip ko, it's one of God's way para makita natin na wala tayong dapat ikalungkot, He loves us! Smile lang=)

Ngiti lang

Ngiti lang
by snayrs

Sa paggising mo, ngiti lang
Bawat oras ay makabuluhan
Tinggnan lang ang kapaligiran
Damdamin ang blessings, ngiti lang
Kung ikaw ay nadapa, ngiti lang
Kaya mo yan, bumangon ka na parang wala lang
Kung may pimples ka ngiti lang
Mawawala rin naman yan
Kapag ikaw ay malungkot,
Mag pray lang
Sa Kanya mo hanapin ang Kagalakan
Kapag napagod ka sa paglalakad
Sige lang wag kang hihinto o lilingon man lang
Sapagkat baka hindi umabot sa patutunguhan
Ano man ang pagsubok, ngiti lang
Masaktan man ang puso, ngiti lang
Lilipas din naman yan
Kung bumuhos ang ulan ngiti lang
Sisikat din naman ang araw pagtila ng ulan
Maging Masaya ka sa buhay mo
Marami pang bagay na importante kaysa sa Pagsimangot mo
Hanggang may buhay ngiti lang
Kung Diyos ang kasama hindi lang ngiti yan…
100 percent sa puso mo ay may kagalakan…